i've changed a lot in some ways, and only a little in others. my old journals are almost a different person, shedded skin sort of.

I'm in a bad mood right now and if i let my thoughts spill i'll say something i'll feel stupid about later. i just had to say something.

we're attracted to the same types of people over an over. i don't know how long, but i can attest to 5 years. no matter how much different we think they are, they turn out similar or worse but along the same lines. so do the people get less extreme/better for you gradually, or do you learn to deal with it better? obviously there'd be advancement with both, though sometimes they're worse for you (but you don't always think they are). But which is more prominent? you changing, or them?